Happy Hump Day

Just realised today that people actually read this space, and i'm quite freaked out because like i haven't told anyone that i'm back to blogging. So you people who are reading this right now, are either people who have been continually refreshing my link hoping that i'd come back to blogging secretly one day like what i'm doing now, or strangers who "happened to chance on my blog". Oh, or you're just one of those people (like me) who stalk others' social media handle on every other social networking platform just to snoop through their lives. 

Oh well, whoever you are, hello! 

It's test week this week, and i have 3 tests spread out across this week, which is both a pain and a blessing. I like to think of it as the latter. I mean, at least we have more time to study in between, no? Also just in case you're one of those who would scrutinise every photo i upload on this platform, no, i am not a left-hander. I just needed to take this photo with my right hand LOL. 

Despite it being hell week - ok, SEMI hell week, tiny things have been helping me get through all the other humps of the respective days. 

1) My Fayth Label Eloise bucket bag! It was finally back in stock and i ordered it the next morning when i woke up, and got myself one in black. It looks exactly like the Mansur Gavriel bucket bag, which is probably at least 10 times more expensive than this baby i got, minus the gold detailing, but i'm so happy with it! 

Also, second fridays of the month mean varsity nights! Studied at starbucks for a bit and i only realised a lot later on that this was on the sleeve! I kept it, AHAHAH. I really like keeping starbucks sleeves, especially the navy blue ones from i forgot when. 

Saturday mornings also meant the most random late night calls talking about the most girly things - boys ~, then waking up at 11 the next morning to the sun shining directly at your face because you don't have curtains up just yet. Speaking of which, i've gotten blinds and they'll be installed next week or something! 

Sundays were the best days, and Pastor Prince's sermon was so on point. This is a section from sermon that weekend that i caught and really stuck with me. 

People sin because they are sinners. They aren't sinners because they sin. They are sinners because of Adam's sin. But by the obedience of one Man, we are made righteous. While we are sinners, we could not undo our sinnership by what we did right. We needed to be born again! Now that we are saved by one Man's obedience, what makes us think that we can undo the work of Jesus by one sin? We have a higher regard for Adam's work  sometimes. But the work of Jesus is forever. Not by your obedience or my obedience, but the obedience of Jesus.

The skies have been absolutely gorgeous lately, i feel like it might have to do with the monsoon season. Not loving the rain when i'm out because it's wet and it gets really cold, but when it rains at night..... w o w.

Have been thoroughly enjoying school food because we've been frequenting South canteen and SIT a lot more during our breaks even though they're not that long AHAHAHA what risk takers we are. But somehow, we are able to complete our meal and all within an hour and make it back to lectures at the other wing on time so props to us! 

I felt really sad today after getting home, not really sure why. I just can't wait for this semester to end.

Today's just one of those days i miss my friends more than i usually do. )-: It's been a whole semester and a half, and at times i still feel oddly out of place. It's getting a little tiring to fit in, and i eventually figured that things tend to be way easier when i just go solo. I don't even know what to say anymore, it's just that everything has been pretty bleugh, and at times i feel more alone than ever. It sucks but i guess that's how i got to becoming more independent. Here's to me eating alone in public one day. 

Happy hump day! Tomorrow will be a better day!