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2015 had been a really extreme year, considering how my highs have been really high, and how my lows have been really low. This year, i felt like the happiest person in the world, so many times, and yet there have been times when i really hit rock bottom and basically felt like a lump of gudetama-like shit.

I feel like this entire year just went by so so so quickly. It's crazy how so many things happened this year, and i am so so thankful for all of them. AHAHHA was just mentally listing all the things in my head, and i just realised that i've been to 3 concerts and 3 countries this year. LOL just putting that out there really randomly cause 3 is the number of perfection lulzies. Just feel like since i have other "2"s right now, my third will be amazing cause 3rd time's the "charm" ay AHHAHA i feel like i'm getting too much into numerology here but ok all that aside now!

This year like i mentioned, i've been to 3 concerts and 3 countries. Like, how blessed! Somehow the Lord just kept supplying la and i'm so very thankful! This year, i've made new friends, had new experiences, tried out sooooo many new things, and achieved a lot. I've gotten through so many trials and the fact that i've gotten through every single one of them is so encouraging to me! It just further proves the realness of God!

Honestly, i don't even know what else to say. I'm honestly worried about what may come in 2016. It scares me!!!! But again and again and again, He reminds me that it is He who holds my future. Hello hello Jer 29:11!!!!! 2015 is the year of His restoration, and i just know for sure that even if the Year of Restoration ends, His restoration will never end. Still believing in the restoration in my life, def.

I'm quite happy with how 2015 turned out though. More than anything else, i got stronger through 2015. Maybe not physically LOL but emotionally, definitely. God has been so good la. Trial after trial after trial, really upsetting but He still got me through every single one, be it through people around me - friends or family, and even through church, through worship. His love overflows.

Ending and starting the new year with this verse that my VGL shared awhile back which i'll be holding on to this for the rest of 2016. Very excited for what the new year holds, because i know that it shall be good (-:

Isaiah 43:18-19 NKJV

Do not remember the former things,

Nor consider the things of old.

Behold, I will do a new thing,

Now it shall spring forth;

Shall you not know it? 

I will even make a road in the wilderness

And rivers in the desert.